Masochist?
Sunday, February 6, 2011
I know I’m just trying to hurt myself tonight. I don’t know what’s the point. Maybe trying to find the answer or trying to find questions. Maybe trying to…
First, I searched 20 questions by Juan Ekis to be used as reading material for my Lit class. Then, out of nowhere, I typed a familiar site. A memorable feeling washed over me. I can almost see the angry words, the swearing directed to me because of… But you told me it was not because of her.
Then, I keyed in another site, another known to me. Another branded feelings. She wrote about you and about you and her.
It’s my fault; I should have not dwelt on the past. These sites are from the past and should stay there.
I’m sorry.
I know you love me and I love you. We’re fated.
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